Mak.

Assalamualaikum.

its had been 7th Ramadhan already.

i cant sleep.

contemplating about too many things recently.

and its end up that i miss my mother.

so,here...

Mak,

masa akak kecik kecik dulu,

mak yang ajar akak baca dan eja,

akak anak sulung mak,

mak cakap akak cepat tangkap.

cepat je akak dah boleh baca sebelum masa darjah satu.

kalau naik kereta dengan mak ayah,

akak selalu eja apa signboard jalan tu tulis apa.

akak paling ingat,

signboard SITIAWAN,

akak baca dengan SITI AWAN.

mak gelak je.

comel.

Mak, 

masa akak sekolah rendah n menengah,

akak selalu dapat top 10 dalam kelas,

mak mesti bagi hadiah.

ayah pun suka bagi hadiah kalau akak dapat top 10 dalam kelas.

dapat jam, buku, baju, kasut, spec baru.

masa tu  happy sangat.

Mak,

masa akak sekolah menengah,

tu la kali pertama dok jauh ngan mak.

akak nangis kat sekolah,

sebab ingat mak.

tapi mak tak layan sangat. nanti anak mak ni manja.

last last, akak boleh berdikari.

Mak,

masa akak lupa nak bayar yuran sekolah tu,

mak ayah marah sangat kat akak,

mak cakap,

akak ni hasil pertama cinta mak dan ayah.

mak minta akak jangan buat perangai tak baik.

*ada masa aku ni nakal jugak*

Mak,

masa PMR, akak dapat sikit.

akak nangis sebab tak dapat ambik aliran sains.

tapi mak cakap akak terer arab.

akak lega.

Mak,

masa akak SPM plak,

mak tanya akak, akak nak sambung mana belajar nanti,

akak cakap akak nak belajar kat mesir nak ambik lughah,

mak cakap kalau xdapat mesir pun takpa, UIA pun dah bagus.

masin mulut mak ye. hehe

Mak,

masa akak kat Asasi Uia Nilai,

akak repeat english level 6,

mak pujuk akak,

mak nasihat,

" cuba akak kurangkan dengar lagu. mak tengok akak ni macam dah lagha"

akak dengar nasihat mak.

akak pass level 6.

Alhamdulillah.

Mak,

baru baru ni plak,

mak ada marah akak,

akak diam je.. akak dengar je apa mak bebel kat akak.

mula mula akak kecik hati,

tengok tengok esok tu mak beli handbag kat akak.

lawa. pandai mak pilih.

mak pujuk akak lagi.

Mak,

akak ada buat benda baik tak kat mak?

akak ada wat mak senang hati tak kat mak?

akak ada tak gembirakan hati mak?

akak ada tak pujuk mak macam mana mak pujuk akak?

Mak, 

akak minta maaf,

sayang mak.

Mak, akak rindu.

p/s : oh ya. mak saya memang tak pandai pandang kamera. 

senyum pun xpandai.

walaupun,mak ada lesung pipit.

ikhlas dari : Anak Pak Ali dan Puan Yati.

My Review as 2nd Year 1st Sem IIUM's Student.

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulilah, i'm officially done my 2nd year 1st semester here in IIUM.

so i would like to review a little bit what i had done this semester :)

i'm a history student.

this semester i got an opportunity to visit Arkib Negara for two days

for my Research Methodology's class.

Nadiah Nordin with her work.

 me.

 with my classmates.

Another big event in IIUM.

Doughnut of Hope.

organized by SRC Carnival.

with amalina azman.

donut donut donut.

donut UIA daebakk!

then program with adik adik from sekolah parit melana,melaka.
organized by STUFF.
i was appointed as secretary *fainted*

riadhah time!

Them. The students,teachers,facilitators and committees.


D39 family's

baru 5 orang.


Sungai Pisang time!

semua muka bahagia je. hahaha

terima kasih ana untuk tudung labuh ni.
aku suka sangat sampai sekarang ak dok time kasih lagi.
hehe

with niena najwa and amal hayati.

dengan azue, we can go eat anywhere anytime. *muka happy*

azureen. masa ni dia mengidam ayam nandos macam nak gila --'

kegemaran both of us. kerang bakar and i just found out myself that i'm allergic to kerang.
tapi sedap nak jugak makan. huahua

last presentation of this semester.
presentation about Afghanistan for Reflection on Prophetic History's class.


so, i'm sorry for any wrongdoings that i made if any to you guys especially my friends here.
i'm sorry.
hope we'r gonna meet again next semester.
happy holidays peeps.

the end.

*waiting for my family to pick me up at my mahallah. i'm done with packing*

Nur Syahirah Shamshulsakri.

I'm majoring in History :)

Assalamualaikum.

today, i m done with 4 papers. still have 2 more papers to go.

this semester really test my ability as a degree student majoring in history.

but, hey, there must be the hikmah behind all this.

and i found it already :)

so,here :

Allah did not give me a chance to major in

PSYCHOLOGY & COMMUNICATION

because Allah knows that i'm not capable

to study STATISTICS.

( because i do not prefer mathematics, i hate maths )

who knows maybe i will stuck at this subject forever?

Allah did not give me a chance to major in

ENGLISH / BENL / TESL

because Allah knows that i'm a little bit shy,awkward,embarrass,not interested

in participating in DRAMA'S CLASS.

Allah did not give me a chance to major in

ARABIC

because Allah knows that i'm too lazy and have a  in memorization,

i love listening to music too much.which is not good to learn Arabic that need to be memorized.

it can harden my heart sometimes.

BUT,

Allah give me a chance to major in

HISTORY

so that i learned whatever things you do not like does not means it is not good for you.

Allah wants me to study and learn more about history.

and i believe His plan,because Allah knows best about me.

May Allah ease our journey in seeking His knowledge.

Aminn Ya Rabb.

Hai. my name is Nur Syahirah and i'm majoring in History here.

 IIUM Gombak Campus.

Maktab Mahmud Alor Star,Kedah Darul Aman.

Assalamualaikum

I used to be here years ago. since 2005 - 2009.

when I was in form 1 and form 2, i just used to line up with my classmates and i am the second person in the front line together with my kecik2 and rendah2 classmates

( ye la..org rendah kan,mestilaa kena dok depan masa perhimpunan )

then, the rules changed when i was form 3. i can be in any line of other students.selit sini selit sana,pastikan students xbising masa perhimpunan. because i am prefect! *kekening*

pastu form 4 and form 5. lagi advance. boleh jd mc untuk perhimpunan. skill dah developed. text perhimpunan dalam bahasa arab. rindunya nak belajar n cakap bahasa arab. 

and gambar pagar sekolah. tempat saya pagi2 pkul 730. catat nama students yg lewat masok pagar. *mesti ramai yg xsuka sy dulu kan *

i used to be exco kehadiran & perbarisan. means all things related to assembly, pagar sekolah,announcements,spotcheck perbarisan are my favourite jobscopes. 

setiap kali 730 pagi jugak akan ada announcement suruh pelajar berkumpul.teringat plak,kesian kat students yg kantin bru nak makan xjadi makan sbb kena cepat turun tapak perhimpunan and yg dri kelas tingkat 3 kalut2 turun bawah. hihi *sorry nah semua*

and sebulan sekali,akan p perhimpunan kat sebelah putera. pastu penutup perhimpunan akan nasyid Asma'ul Husna mesti nasyid xsama.xselari antara budak puteri n putera.smpai la ustaz soh nyanyi lagi sekali bg sama bru boleh masok kelas. HAHA xbiasa perhimpuan bersama kowt. mungkin.

Tudiaa ..rindu maahad sgt smpai 1 page cerita 

hmm..rindu.kenapa rumah bukan kat kedah.senang sikit nak lawat sekolah.

Sebenarnya, ni post kat facebook. dan di update disini :D

Happy reading all!

orang yang baru habis dua paper : Nur Syahirah binti Shamshulsakri

Cover Girl - Big Time Rush

Assalamualaikum.

Cover Girl - Big Time Rush

I don't know why you always get so insecure
I wish you could see what I see when you're looking in the mirror
And why won't you believe me when I say
That to me you get more beautiful, everyday

When you're looking at the magazines
And thinking that you'll never measure up
You're wrong

Cause you're my cover, cover girl
I think you're a superstar, yeah you are
Why don't you know
Yeah, you're so pretty that it hurts

It's what's underneath your skin
The beauty that shines within

You're the only one that rocks my world

My cover girl

 Cover Girl Lyric - BTR

p/s :

one of my friends gave this song to me.

its just wonderful.

thank you love.

just because she gave this BTR's song,

does't means we are only listening to songs.

we also enjoy reading quran while the Imam at mosque recite it.

yeah, i know. i am not studying for my final yet -_____-

bila awak nak salam tangan wali saya?

Assalamualaikum and Good Morning :)

pagi ini saya berfikir,

saya masih bosan.

mengapa ye?

adakah kerana ini semua bukan seperti yang saya mahu?

mungkin juga bukan seperti yang Dia mahu.

pagi ini saya berfikir,

saya masih rasa bersalah.

dengan apa yang saya lakukan.

tolonglah.

saya ingin ubah keadaan ini.

awak,

hari hari kita texting.

calling mungkin jarang sekali.

berjumpa apatah lagi.

mengapa kita masih begini?

awak, kita saling menyayangi.

saling mengasihi.

saling merindui.

bahkan saling mencintai.

tidak kah kita mahu ubah cara ini?

ya, 

dengan cara yang lebih diredhai.

awak, saya tahu.

kita masih belum berkemampuan.

tapi kita masih boleh bertahan bukan?

hmm,tidak sekarang.

awak,saya dah tak mampu menanggung rasa.

rasa rindu yang menebal.

rasa sayang yang melampau.

rasa kasih yang tidak tahu hendak di salur ke mana.

awak, mahu tahu sesuatu?

saya dah tak larat nak pangkah kalendar ni.

awak,

saya ada sesuatu untuk awak. 

ya, gambar di bawah ni.

yang disebelah kiri tu, mak saya.

yang sebelah kanan,

yang handsome,

berjubah putih,

berserban tu, ayah saya.

bila awak nak salam tangan wali saya?

ikhlas dari saya.

Awak dan Saya - part II

Assalamualaikum

kepada awak yang saya sayang.

mereka tidak tahu.

yang saya sayang awak.

yang saya bahagia berkawan dengan awak.

yang mereka tahu,

mereka tidak suka saya begini.

tidakkah mereka tahu,

yang saya sayangkan awak.

berkawan dengan awak,

tidaklah sesempurna seperti menggapai syurga Illahi,

tapi tidak bermaksud

kita meninggalkan suruhanNya.

mengapa mereka yang menjadi penghukum?

sedangkan mereka insan biasa yang tidak tahu apa apa,

sudahnya mereka tegar pisahkan kita.

apa hak mereka?

kau jangan buat kerja Tuhan,

yang menghukum dan menilai itu Dia,

bukan kita.

kau siapa?

tidakkah mereka tahu,

kita senang bersama?

kita tersenyum gembira

kita berdua lengkap begitu sahaja.

ya, awak bukan kawan saya yang sempurna.

saya juga tidak sempurna.

tapi itu tidak bermaksud kita jahat.

tidak.

hanya kerana kita menjadi tidak matang,

berseronok bersama,

membuat kerja gila bersama, 

mereka terus berkata bukan bukan?

awak,sudah lah.

mari bersahabat dengan saya.

awak tahu tak.

yang sejak awak berkawan dengan saya,

awak dah pandai solat tanpa telekung.

itu bermakna, awak keluar dengan menutup aurat.

saya gembira.

bukankah ini yang dinamakan bersahabat?

awak,

saya rindu.

saya sayang,

awak.

sincerely from your lovely syrek.

Awak dan Saya.

Assalamualaikum

awak.

saya dah penat.

penat dengan semua ini.

bilakah semua nya akan berakhir?

awak.

saya dah bosan.

bosan dengan semua ini.

bilakah semua nya akan berubah?

awak.

saya tak nak semua ini.

bukan ini yang saya mahukan.

awak pun tak nak kan?

awak.

saya tahu awak tak nak semua ini berlaku.

bukan ini yang kita rancangkan.

tapi apakah daya kita?

awak.

saya nak awak sabar.

bukankah kita mahu syurgaNya.

boleh kah awak bersabar?

awak.

saya masih bersabar.

saya masih disini.

mahukah awak menjadi  yang sah untuk saya?

awak.

sudah bertahun kita begini.

mari.

kita ubah.

sikit lagi.

pangkah kalendar.

kita akan nikah.

ikhlas dari saya.

Take Me to Your Heart, Take Me to your Soul.

Assalamualaikum :)

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

[Chorus]
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me want to sing

mood exam :)

saja share lirik : Nur Syahirah Shamshulsakri. 

My Girlfriend is Azureen.

Assalamualaikum :)

thanks Azue for this poem.

Syrek.

The sight of you

Makes me smile

Petite and small

You shine like the stars

Up in the sky.

Your smile

Brightens up my days

Enlighten my sway

And colours my gray

Beautiful, enchanting

Your magnificient aura

Is what makes you

The apple of my eye.

by : Azureen 

to : Syrek.

You.

assalamualaikum.

its already end of my second semester here in UIA. two more weeks, insyaAllah will be sitting for my final exam and also as the first year student. yeay! sem depan da second year. kejap je rasa. huhu

but the i realise this is life. manusia selalu dalam kerugian.masa2 lampau amenda ntah dia dok buat. tido banyak gamaknya -_____-

anyway, this is not the main story. i wrote something special to someone special. noted that someone special here is not to be mentioned. HAHA. tayahlah tau sapa, tp ambik point from what i wrote here. okay? :)

You.

you're not sugar,so you're not sweet.

you're not a shield to protect me.

you're not a tissue to wipe my tears.

you're not even my comforter.

so, who are you exactly?

you're not a comedian who makes me laugh everyday.

you're not a drug to me so that i can feel up to the sky.

you're not a painkiller when someone hurts me. physically or emotionally.

you're not a house so that i can go there anytime when i need you

so, who are you?

you're not a pillow or teddy bear that i can hug tightly every night.

you're not a pile of paint to colour my life brightly.

you're not the sun that shines my life everyday.

you're not even with me when i need you.

but still you are something to me.

but who are you really are?

you. you are my future partner. future husband. future in everything.

i know now you are not like the others. that care,love,sweet day by day.

you are giving me something that i want,but you give me something that i need.

sometime, i've been jealous with my friends.

they have someone they love and depends on.

someone they can be with you.

but i believe in Him.

my spouse will be my everything later on when we unite.

everything that i need.

everything that can bring us together in Jannah.

that is the ultimate goal. not our goal. but should be by everyone as His slaves.

gambar sekadar hiasan.

 ( kat UM, dengan fatin fatimah)

dah. hehehe malu plak. :P

sesiapa baca ni,seriously xdak kaitan ngn sesapa.tulis benda ni pun masa mengantuk dalam kelas prophetic dr. Israr tadi. someone special not to be mentioned here memg la xleh nak mentioned sebab tatau sape g. :D

tengahari sudah.lapar sudah.marila pergi ke kafe secara berjemaah.

got to go.

wsalam.

from me to you : Nur Syahirah binti Shamshulsakri.

updated! *lap2 sawang blog..

Assalamualaikum :)

last update blog ni bulan 6 yg lepas.lebih kurang 4 bulan jugak laa.

3 bulan cuti kat umah langsung xupdate!haha

ntahlaa kenapa xupdate.sbb internet xd kat rumah kowt :P

anyhow,anyway, let me start this entri with my story laahh. :D

SEPANJANG CUTI 3 BULAN YG LEPAS...

overall,cuti banyak dihabiskan dengan family,adik2,kawan2 sek ren ;)

yeahh,dgn ijlal dan sumayya.

ijlal tengah bajet model kanak2 untuk iklan oreo agaknya :P

masa ni hang out ngn husna,tp bwk sumayya jugak.

ate,lau xbawak dia nges plak :P

boleh plak da naik buaian tamaw turun =='

ni masa hantar alya balik unisel.dok main tepuk2 sumayya sambil selawat.

konon nak bg sumayya tido la tuu :P

seronok ye? hihi

kat ruang tamu depan rumah.

dorg terbalik kan kerusi,buh selimut atas kerusi tu.

katanya tu kubu dorg.boleh main sorok2 =='

yg nak kemas balik apa yg dorg main tuu, ni haa muka ni laaahh *yg tga taip entri ni :P

yg ni cte adik2 kecik kat rumah.

pastu da puasa,then raya.

sempat la beraya ngn kwan2 se sek ren :)

batch 3 seri at taalim..

2004 vs 2012.

beraya di rumah guru besar sek ren  :)

memories stay forever <3

us :)

basically,ni la yg jadi 3 bulan yg lepas. 

now,da kat uia.sangat rindu nak jadi student.hehe

 still first year student,2nd sem fuhh..long journey had to be through..

semoga Allah beri kekuatan,usaha,tabah,cekal, untuk semua students uiam untuk sem ni..aminn ya rabb ..

p/s : my new description about myself : 

A Student Who Is Struggling To Fall In Love With History.

cerita cover untuk cuti 3 bulan by syahirah shamshul :)

wassalam.

Sanah Helwah kak Sumaiyah & Ana Shuwaa.

Assalamualaikum :)

28 may 2012,isnin.

ulangtahun kelahiran Sumaiyah Bt Maktar.

my senior since maahad :)

Sumaiyah Maktar.

xnak membazir,semua licin kitorang makan.

side dish : fries & mushroom soup.

she's nice,kind,lawaaa.hehe. iloveyou,sis!

NEXT.

2hb Jun 2012,sabtu.

ulangtahun kelahiran Anatil Ashwaq binti Rohasin yang ke-20. :)

anatil ashwaq bin rohasin. she's 20 :D

selamat makan ye ana.kitorang belanja ni.hehe

chicken rice shop,giant gombak.

yeay!ana da kenyang.alhmdulillah.

happy birthday sayang :*

me always love you always ana.

become a better person k? iloveyou.

NEXT.

to my beloved sis + junior, nur izzati mazrul
all the best for the enrollment to cfs iium.
she got same course with me! human sciences :D
tak tahu dapat p kat kamu ke x esok ni. sorry lau xdapat g. :')
i love you,atie.

dari kiri : yasmin syazwani yahaya, me and nurul izzati mazrul.
depan tu anak warden asrama masa sekolah dulu.hehe. nama dia Umaimah :)

cerita kasih sayang dan friendship : Nur Syahirah binti Shamshulsakri.

wassalam.